Thursday, March 16, 2006

# lost
in a world of emotions.

if you leave me now
you'll take away the biggest part of me
baby please don't go

student leadership camp
one fine day when all falls out of place; when things start vanishing from my grasp; when the harsh realities of life come my way.

six flights to the dance studio wasn't exactly desirable. around the world in eight minutes, (proudly presented by extasy) was entertainment. especially the rush of excitement upon searching. despite those interminable tests based on personality, abstract random is the persistent outcome. i'm subjected to being the indecisive one. thereafter, basketball was exhilarating :] clean up was refreshing. then came the downside of the night. uncle david emphasised repetitvely on the importance of best friends and families. i couldn't withstand the outburst of emotions with ruminations of the loss of present unconditional love. those sentimental songs supplemented the incessant bawling. thankfully there were embraces of comfort that couldn't have gotten any sweeter. my romantic besty was honeyed; my best friend was my angel. all the care meant so much to me. the night was terrible as rudolph with inadequate sleep disrupted by the blocked nose and the hard floor. the rope course was a slight cheer up with the flying fox, abseiling, high element and the high-flying trapeze. there was a confidence-boost and a substantial counter towards the fear of ascending. the elaboration on training shall be negligible. rotten, was what it was. the food was pure misery accompanied with the urge to regurgitate. the final day was presentation on recruitment all the way. the best bit was the group picture. :)

time and time again, overwhelming emotions i never wanted. someone please help me attain inner strength.


; never thought you'd say baby goodbye
21:33

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